Day(1) the concept of reality 7.24.17

Today was a hot day, 107 degrees to be exact. I ‘m not really fond of sweaty & humid conditions. if mother nature was a real person we definitely wouldn’t be friends…  as you can tell from the title this is my take on reality, as you know I am 17 and an incoming high school senior. At the moment I think “wow how lucky am I to finally ditch all those wasted hours in school that will never get back, finally i will be as free as a butterfly .” of course as human beings we change every day rather it’s our physical appearance or our way of thinking. but we will all see if that opinion that changes on my last day of high school. if I could describe how I feel about the subject of school, I would say it’s hot and cold relationship. The fact that I have to wake up at 6 AM every morning and lose countless hours of sleep for 365 days is just so… well tiring when I even think about it. then again if it weren’t for all my years of education i wouldn’t know the amazing people i know today and learned loads of things I’d need know to enter reality. I’m not really sure if there is anyone on here who isn’t an adult, but if there is and you’re happening to read this hey there how’s the teenage life treating you? well, i hope!… oh, how am i doing you ask? i would have to say just peachy. of course, i have my moments of vulnerability, there are times where my anxiety gets the best of me. most of the time i can’t think because i am scared of my own thoughts, scary as in anxious and unsure, not as in blood, guts, and Friday the 13th because the lord knows i love that sh*t. To sum it up i have developed quite a fear of being alone &  letting my mind take over. in all, my anxiety has actually been very manageable this past couple year’s all thanks to the amazing support and care i have received from my handsome and thoughtful might i add, significant other, let’s not forget my beloved family members. if i can give advice to anyone with anxiety it would be to accept the fact that you have it and to surround yourself with happy and prosperous Energies. such as family, friends or even hobbies/activities to stimulate your mind. I’ve actually heard of this one thing called puppy therapy, basically, it’s where you lay down in an empty room where it’s quiet & spacey  & wait for a bundle of puppies to dash into the room and lick your face & show you all love and affection your little heart desires. definitely sounds like my kind of atmosphere (-:. in conclusion my mind is much more mixed up and mysterious than we both could ever comprehend. until next time stay peachy.