3:00 Am Thoughts 

Have you ever loved something so much you never wanna let go? More specifically have you ever loved a person so much you would do everything you could to keep them at there happiest and healthiest. 2 years ago I fell in love. Or atleast that’s what I thought. 2 years ago I thought you were the one. 2 years ago i gave you my all and more. 2 years ago I went through constant changes because you said you “loved me”. 2 years ago I sacrificed every and any friendship you asked me to because I thought this was “love”. 2 years ago you would call me crude names I never heard used before. 2 years ago I was used for something other then “love”…. 2 years ago I was in a abusive relationship and I was the victim. 2 years ago She would go through hell every day of my life just to be in your presence. You see 2 years ago was the best and worst years of my life. 2 years ago a 15 year old girl fell in “love” with a curly haired boy with dark brown eyes and a sarcastic personality. 2 years ago this girl got closer to the boy she had a crush on and couldn’t stay away any longer. 2 years ago she thought wow this is the one for me we are getting married. 2 years ago she was mistreated and thought it was okay. 2 years ago the girl put everything but herself way before her. 2 years ago the girl did everything she could to maker her abuser happy. 2 years ago the girl was dumped for the 5th time. And this time he didn’t come back. 2 years ago the girl went through severe depression and lost all confidence and self esteem completely. 2 years ago the girl would fool around with anyone who gave her the least bit attention because she needed to feel like someone.. anyone wanted her in the least bit way. 2 years ago she lost her dignity and will to live. 2 years ago the girl tried to OD, but luckily never did. 1 year past 2 years ago the girl got the courage to talk to god. 1 year ago the girl accepted the fact that he was gone and it was time to move on. 1 year ago the girl committed to regaining old forgotten friendships and became a better person in time. 1 year ago the girl regained the confidence to allow her self to be something other then heartbroken. 1 year ago the girl rebuilt trust in people and made a promise to put effort into new friendships, new people. 1 year ago the girl met a boy in chemistry class. 1 year ago they got closer and closer with time. 1 year ago they became the best of friends. And 1 year ago the boy confessed his love to her. She was shocked. 1 year ago the boy waited a tremendous amount of time (8 months) for her to be ready for a relationship. 1 year ago the boy gave her hope, faith, and love in others. And 1 year ago he made her his. Till this day they are the happiest they have ever been. Till this day They have helped each other grow like a garden of gorgeous flowers. Till this day they laugh in the face of sadness. And till the day they die they are hopefully and eternally devoted to each other. 

-I love you sweetheart

Author: peachydanny

Hello my name is Danielle ( do not identify me by my actual birth name, let's just call me Danny) (not Dani, or Daniella!) I'm a 17-year-old female, also a high school senior trying to make it in real life. If you know anything about me you know that I absolutely love animals of all kinds & LOVE anything and everything horror. favorite colors consist of yellow & peach. Makeup is my hobby (-: I'm very friendly and super awkward but I'm kinda cute. follow me to stay updated on my journey towards this reality i face: the real world.

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